(via imgTumble)You know what I need Lord.
(Source: akoposikathleen)
I have died everyday waiting for you.
all along i believe i will found you.
darling dont be afraid i have loved you for a thousand years
a thousand years more.
(via imgTumble)loves like a hurricane, I am a tree ~
i usually view this as the loneliest and least anticipated day of the year. whenever it comes i feel i just wanna be all alone in my room until the day has passed by. A trauma maybe, but i think its more of me dont want to expect anything. there were times i actually curse this day, but looking unto jesus. He —- amazing :D. He makes me wanna love this day. He makes me feel that I’m not forgotten.
Yes, a childhood trauma, it happened once, that my friends who is almost always with me came to forget to greet me. It was I who expects that they will greet me, because when there are birthdays in our friends circle, they always come up with great surprises. And then that happens, i can’t explain the feeling but it happened always. I dont want to be upset or have negative things about them because they were my friend. and i love them.
relieving the negative thoughts, i start not to expect for their greetings, and then im so happy whenever someone reminded about this day without me telling them. My bestfriend in highschool always gives me surprise letters and she did not miss my birthday… that’s why i love them very much…they’re God given…
NOw, this year im so thankful, God did not forget me. He even manage to arrange a 2 days date with me (conference) before and the day of my birthday„, i so much love Jesus…
“Just beacause you cannot see a tree crying when it is being chopped down, does not mean that the tree is not.”
Marla, December 7, 2009 at 9:41 pm
http://www.mentalhelp.net/poc/view_doc.php?type=doc&id=12974
